Sshh! Don’t tell my body that we are going on a diet…we are just eating health. Yes I promise you can have that cheese dip and coke anytime you want it, we are just going to wait a few weeks…but I PROMISE!
That’s what I keep telling myself. Saying that I need to lose weight is any understatement. I could lose an entire Back Street Boy and would probably still need to lose another 20 pounds. I’m not sure how I let myself get to this, but I’m going to change, even if it kills me.
I’ve started eating right, and exercising. So I’m 5 days in and I’m doing pretty well. I have 1…..well actually 2 withdraws. 1st and the most important Coke a Cola, this is my cigarette. I crave it, I daydream about it, and I think I once cried for it. I can almost hear the clank of the ice hitting the sides of the glass, as the coke foams to the top sending sparks in the air tickling the tip of my nose. Ahh bliss. Coke is my addiction. 2nd is white cheese dip from my local Mexican Restaurant. Its warm cheesy goodness is something I cannot resist. So pray for me this weekend. I always seem to do well during the week, but weekends….not so much.
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